Your in-game name: Wick
Your SteamID: STEAM_0:0:556344903
Your steam community link: https://steamcommunity.com/id/lololololololoIololoI
Date of blacklist: Forgot the exact date, but it was in early october 2024
Who blacklisted you (if known): NL
To the best of your knowledge, why were you blacklisted: (Reason given to me by SSL) "Ban evasion and griefing documents"
List any times you have used methods to change or hide your IP: Before my blacklist, i used to use a vpn to connect to the server. after my blacklist, i used a vpn to connect to the teamspeak just to reconnect with friends who i haven't spoken to in a year.
List any alt accounts: https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561199488492003 (the account i play tf2 on), https://steamcommunity.com/profiles/76561199002598621 (the account i attempted to register an forums account under to appeal my blacklist)
Prior to this, have you ever been warned/kicked/banned/blacklisted: I was never blacklisted before this, but i received a lot of warns/bans in the past. i'm not sure how much and what for, as it's been a long time since i've checked that.
What will you do to stop this from happening again: In the past 9 months since my blacklist, i've distanced myself from those who had a bad influence on me. back when i nuked the documents, i thought it was funny because of the docs belonging to nu-7 and dea, both regiments & departments which i disliked at the time because of the direction they were going in regards to their management. now, i have moved on from all of that and don't care about any past drama or beef that i've had with anyone or any groups back then, i've pretty much forgotten 90% of the people on the server except for the select few who i've known for 2+ years that still play on the server.
Why should you be unblacklisted: To start, i have no recollection of ban evading ever, but i assume it to be when i joined the scp discord on my new account. i feel extreme remorse for my actions, and regret for what i've done. right after my blacklist, i tried playing it off, like it didn't matter to me that much. in reality, a huge feeling of guilt started to build up inside of me. a couple weeks after, i deleted my discord account in an attempt to leave my past behind and start fresh. i should have known this wouldn't work, i couldn't just wipe (2 at the time) years of memories from my mind as if it didn't happen. i started putting myself in the position of the groups of people i hated, imagining how they feel as they have their months of effort be reduced to nothing during the document nuke. for those who know me, it might seem silly that i'm writing all of this when comparing the way i used to act before. in all honesty, i had little to no care for the server since a while ago i had just lost every single position i grinded 7 months for due to a ban i thought was bullshit when it was originally issued. in retrospect, the ban was fairly issued and i no longer hold any grudges against those who had a part in it. since april, i have tried to get my forums account unbanned (it was banned for a month a couple days before the blacklist) in an attempt to submit this amnesty. so far, i have reached dead end after dead end, with me being ignored every time. i attempted to make another account on the forums for the amnesty, but that account got rejected. i even tried to get in contact with nl thru the contact form on the site to no avail. my final resort is to have someone else who i trust to post this for me. my effort in trying to get this seen alone is more than enough proof that i'm willing to get my shit together and change for the better. to end what is now turning into a bunch of rambling, if you are reading this amnesty and is someone that has had a bad interaction with me, whether it be my toxicity when i used to be in a1 or dea, or in private messages, please add me on discord (a1a1) so we could talk it out and hopefully be on good terms again.
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